Will Benson Mariska Hargitay ever be the same? SVU fans' minds after last week's shocking season 15 premiere, which featured Detective Olivia Benson being brutally tortured by Billy Pablo Schreiber. Yes, she eventually escaped and took him down, but she's clearly going to be feeling the effects, physically and emotionally, from the attack for a long time. News recently sat down with Hargitay to talk about how difficult it was to shoot the premiere, admitting to us she questioned whether or not she could get through the grueling four-day shoot. Plus, she also talked to us about her Joyful Heart Foundation, which aims to "heal, educate and empower survivors of sexual assault, domestic violence and child abuse. Watch an exclusive clip from tonight's all-new episode. Hargitay actually credits Schrieber for pushing her to make the scenes the best it could possibly be.